[Monday, June 20th, 2005 @ 1:14am] Summer is fun and so are friends and roadtrips. I'm happy, finally. It's a nice temporary feeling...but for the moment, it's satisfying. It makes me exstatic to think that this time next year I will be preparing to move to California for (hopefully) the rest of my life. I'm not just another one of the "yeah, i'm moving to california i hate this town". Acctually, if I had a choice, I'd stay in this area for college. I'd be lying if I said I won't miss this place. I guess after this summer I don't have a choice; I am becoming a legal California resident under my Aunt and Uncle as my "guardians". The only reason I wouldn't go out there for college would be if I didn't get accepted to any of the nine schools I will be applying to. Fingers crossed? Let's have fun this summer. I'm up for hanging out with anybody and adventuring anywhere. :] xoliane message

[Sunday, May 1st, 2005 @ 10:25pm] So I'm not sure why but I'm sooo looking forward to prom. I'm going with Kenny, so it should be a relaxed night, at least, I hope. Anyway, started my meds a few weeks ago. Things are weird. I feel like everything around me has changed...I know things haven't, it's just different, I guess. I don't keep one single thought in my mind for hours at a time and beat myself up over it, which is really nice now... Hmm. byee! message

[Tuesday, April 5th, 2005 @ 8:03pm] If I seem really bitchy or distant, I'm sorry. I can't help it...Really, I don't mean to at all..it just kinda seems like it I guess. Just try to talk to me...I still love you all the same... There is more shit going on in my life than you can even begin to imagine... I sure as hell didn't see this coming for me.. 1 left ::::message

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